|slipknot back in action
||[May. 23rd, 2004|02:15 am]
|||||*YMCA*-The Village People||]|
im cranky cause i cant seem to get to work no more. that darn tractor keeps messin up n i was told by police that it cant be on hiways. now i have to take bubbas 4 wheeler n stay on the side of roads. mama n daddy called n told me bout the problem at the house. roaches infest in daddys back room, the room he uses to watch old rodeos from when livin in tx. he left food in there and mama said its like fightin an army with all of em. mama always had em anyways cause she dont like cleanin.
i got drunk for the first time in mah life last night with gilbert. im 44 yr old n drunk for first time late. i wish my russian bride would have come. she hasnt spoken to me. i never thought about russian gfs but she found me like an angel huntin fer the lord. i miss her. i miss love n havin som1 to shave my hair for me n clippin my toenails. i miss connie lots :(
gilbert n i watched headbraggers ball at his friend tims house n guess who was up there! slipknot! i was pantin cos i was so happy. i cant believe they were on tv! they never been on tv before!
i know this is personal but i need help. we aint got no inserance n mama n daddy never liked doctors, but connies sister was a nurse n i heard things. i think i have hemroyds cos i have a bump out of my anus n pressure. i dont want to go n pay for a doc, can any1 help with it? thankzs much, thanks always-joe bakster
beatrice broke up with me. she told me to grow up n get a job. i been stayin with my neighbor burt... right next to mamas trailer. still i miss em n smellin grits n greens in the mornin. beatrice said i was to worried about my mom but i told her off! I says look here beatrice, that woman broght me into this world with the lords power n i will do everythang n the world to be near her until she goes back home to our father the lord.
beatrice stuck her middle finger up and told me she wanted me to see a head doc. i dont have any head injury tho. she told me im sick n need help. my head is fine.. i aint never got no headaches er nuthin